from Prologue: For Gavin, My Son

. . .

and even here you are the patient one

leading by gesture and grace

small arm raised from convulsions

soft hand touching my face

tiny fingers stroking my cheek

and a look       even here in hell

a look       from the mist of your

absence       of love.

(Body and Soul New and Selected Poems | John Livingstone Clark)

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