Scribblings after a dialogue with an actor the day after closing night:
the more I gave, the more I had to give, like some endless source
not really giving energy but my spirit - light
I hold a different colour & can I share what I hold
I enter the core of the space which is a creative place
a fullness of reaction, a kind of knowledge, opening myself
now I must close to live the life again
changed and richer for the experience
borrowed the gyre graphic from Visible Darkness : (he called it cheesy but I remember a Lou Reed quote: My shit are other peoples diamonds).
play with this / replace objective - subjective with audience - actor ...
play with more terms: energy /spirit /concentration /presence
the creative space
physicalization /fullness of reaction ...